Hi. I'm Jessica and I'm fourteen. ( unfortunately i hate to babble things about myself here lol considering that i might change my template again soon and like i have to start the whole thing all over again so yeah) continue - this blog consists of a variety of my personal experiences and observations , so im not exactly sure whether people would enjoy reading them or not but try keeping up though. :) comment away -->
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"And that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord , to the glory of God the Father."
And like my life is not worth living , can't stop crying and I don't always have to have a reason ,
i'm just on edge .
And like every second of everyday is a battle to survive my horrifying feelings
As if every object I see, every person I see , sends me a feeling that i'm worthless and
nobody cares .
Okay , now i sound like a complete emo . >.> continue**
.. going outside out of my house would take an extreme courage .
look at the ground as i walk , i don't look up cause my spirit will crumble ,
i want to be normal , i want to be a good person , but i can't
cause i'm SICK .
just as sick as someone with a cancer but it is in my head .
i can't look at anyone in the eye , i ony stare at their neck and hope the moment is over soon .
All i can do is sit down and eat the shit sandwich that is my life .
effin pathetic .